Pissed

Why the fuck dont my family support me in whatever things i like to do?!?! there are so many things which i am interested, and they disagree.. one, i have been interested in lion dance, but they dont support me!! but i realised smth.. when i was younger, my mum actually enrolled me into the lion dance troupe which my cousin is in it, but my grandma and dad totally disagreed. why, cos only ahbengs join lion dance!! wtf man!!, seriously!! only ahbengs can join lion dance?!?! and then now, when i tell my mum that i wanted to join a lion dance troupe, she dont allow me!! then for what fucking reason she did that in the past?!?! two, i have all along been into photography.. she didnt know that, and when i wanted to buy a new lens, she repimanded for being too kanjiong, saying that i only started photography and not having enough experience, say i always san fen zhong re du, after a while will do other things, so if i buy, money will be wasted!! if i was really san fen zhong re du, i wouldnt be snapping pictures until now!! three, i want to learn to ride a bike, my whole family disagreed.. wtf, my father's riding a bike, my mum says it is too dangerous, bikers are more prone to accidents!! if it is, wassup with majority of the accidents happening in singapore involved pedestrains and drivers?!?! another thing, a year ago, my cousin heard me saying that i wanted to ride a bike.. and he said it is dangerous, cos the body is exposed on the road.. and now!!, he himself is riding a bike!! how the fuck do they expect me to put down my idea of riding bike when i am facing all this?!?! i am seriously fucked up right now man!! phew, i feel better after ranting all this..